I'm Brittany. I'm nineteen years old. Long Island, New York is my home.
You look great today okay I love you
"You know that place between sleep and awake, the place where you can still remember dreaming? That’s where I’ll always love you. That’s where I’ll be waiting."
Okay so I was at cat club and all of a sudden out of nowhere everyone just starts talking about drinking like I’m not even exaggerating when I say everyone and I was just so not expecting that like this is cat club what the heck man
So after a few minutes it still hadn’t died down and I don’t drink so I had nothing to contribute to the conversation and I’m just an uncomfortable person so I left
And as I was walking down the hall heading toward the stairs I hear is guy walking behind me go “that’s a nice pink ribbon!” and so I knew he meant me because 1.) no one else was in the hall and 2.) I’m wearing my pink bow today
So I turned around and I just said “thank you!” and I look at this guy and he’s cute oh my gosh he was so cute I wasn’t expecting any of this
And he goes “yeah what do you call that? I don’t really know, a ribbon? A ribbon?” so I was like “a bow, but ribbon works too! I knew what you meant” and he was all “wow I should’ve known that” so at this point we had already both stopped walking and we were just standing there talking and I said “well you’re a guy, so you’re not necessarily expected to know” and then I continued with “I mean, you could wear a bow tie though”
Like of course Brittany of COURSE you had to talk about bow ties yep great
And he goes “I’d need a tux though” so I was like “no you wouldn’t!” and I looked at his outfit and he had this really nice navy blue sweater on it was so nice so I went “you’ve got a nifty sweater, you could wear it with that” and at some point I was like “I mean you could use my bow if you needed, I have plenty more where this came from”
So he went “you think so?”
I go “you know what?”
And I pull my bow out of my hair I literally take it out and he was like uhh oh I don’t know about that!
And I was like “there’s no one around, no one’s gonna judge you!”
And I walk up to him and I place my bow on top of his chest and go “just hold it in place with your chin” so he did
Then I took it back
LIKE WHY DID I DO THAT
AND HE WAS A LITTLE TAKEN ABACK BUT HE WASN’T LIKE TOTALLY FREAKED OUT OR ANYTHING AND HE REALLY SHOULD HAVE BEEN I WOULD NOT HAVE BLAMED HIM AT ALL
I THINK WE EXCHANGED A FEW MORE WORDS AFTER THAT BUT I REALLY CANNOT REMEMBER I WAS TOO HORRIFIED BY MY ACTIONS
SO I STARTED TO WALK AWAY
AND I WAS LIKE “have a good night!” and he was like “I’ll see you around”
And I went downstairs
WHY DID I LET THAT HAPPEN
I DID THAT TO A PERSON
I COULD’VE MARRIED THAT GUY THAT COULD’VR BEEN OUR FATEFUL MOMENT AND INSTEAD I RUINED MY LIFE I DON’T EVEN KNOW HIS NAME
I AM SUCH AN UNCOMFORTABLE PERSON WHY
I DESERVE TO BE ALONE I DESERVE THIS
I’M LAUGHING SO HARD
NEVER IN YOUR LIFE WILL YOU FIND A MORE UNCOMFORTABLE PERSON THAN ME
Nvelope or ONvelope?
Hahaha this was so out of nowhere, I love these kind of things! I say it like “Nvelope” hahaha
I could probably marry you but for now I’m not going to think about that